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Now I honestly feel a bit bad. So bad, that I make a short update regarding me and some 'why?' explanations.
As some of you know I had been sick at home since Oct. 2009. Since this years January I got a new job at Bluebyte (me is working on "Anno 2070" atm) and O obviously lost lots of my freetime.
Before I spent ~60h a week on MWLL (10% Clanstuff, 20% playing, 70% 'being part of the MWLL-team').
Why did I quit the team?
Personal reasons. (still lots of ... er ... "bad feelings" (want to stay polite) regarding 2 soooooooooooooo (self-)important guys on the team)
Why did I quit the community?
The forum. The attitude of many members here is quite... exhausting.
(community: arrogant, selfloving kiddies with no respect or understanding regarding other people
team: after being harassed and insulted in very personal ways by one member and having to deal with one of the by far most ignorant guy I've ever met this was enough for me after the hundreds of hours and barrels of heartblood I spent 'on my job' during the last 2 years it was to much at some point)
I got to know lots of really great people here and always enjoyed having contact with them or just read there posts or spent dozens of hours with them in IM, Skype or TS.
But at some point the combination of 'internal issues', the usual internet dickheads here in the forum and claninternal stuff made me to decide:
Door #1: Go on and being pissed every now
Door #2: Making a clear cut
-> after trying door #1 several times I decided finally to enter door #2. Which didn't work out in total since I still lurk around here. I suppose I can never quit it in total. And I still want to get back into a cockpit and go on the battlefield... but... as written above. I really hope that at some point MWLL 1.0 is released and the community grows as hell -> then I'll be back because then there are enough players to avoid the rest I got a problem with.
So: nordwars, Siilk, Apriori (& the rest of dCK), Maus, (SJ!)Wolf, Aurailius, Merf, Sturmadler, KingLeerUK, Tartar, KillThemAll, 'the most awesome team ever' ( aka Vlaad & Tomtom), Snowball, Apeopesis and many many others: It still really is an honour for me to got you to know at some point in my life. And at some point I'll be back for sure - if you like it or not.
Haarp: Get a shrink.
Defender: I'd like to serve you a bottle of beer - with the bottom to your face.
Toth: No worth to spent one word regarding you - you won't understand it anyway. But respect, no one managed it to pique me like you did over 2 years in my whole life. (I know you'd see my point, but... (...))
Frostiken: So poor that is already funny.
xDeityx: Still speechless regarding you. But since I quit it is just hilarious and funny for me.
Cygma: Please get adult and act responsible at some point in your life.
'Hooray America' Dudes: Get adult. Learn, that the rest of the world is allowed to have an opinion, too. And btw: this is an international forum, not a propaganda board.
XI: Thx for stealing our names (and our reputation). Go XXXX yourself.
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I hope that the people who might have been wondering what has happened to me have an idea now and maybe even understand it to some degree.
Honest greetings from side, take care and see you on the battlefield once more at some point.
PS: Neither do I plan (or will) continue the topic of this post nor do I want any replies. 
PPS: Tanks are a fine substitute to Mechs. The only gay things are Respawn GM and ASF without a flightmodel.
PPPS: Comparing actual stuff and my old work: I was 100% right. (... but you saw my point. lol)
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